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when i was in senior high, there’s only one thing that i really wanna have.. a realtionship that will last for a lifetime.. the one that i will treasure, the one that i will hold on forever… i started to have a crush on someone when i was around 6 years old.. way too young yeah? i met my first boyfriend when i was third year high and found the second one on the same year as well.. perhaps i should say, i really dunno how to love that time.. my heart’s still broken and still in pain when i decided to look for the replacement of my ex.. someone that i thought that will be able to ease what i feel.. i fell a bit.. but whenever i see my ex passing by the hallway of our building with his new girl, my heart’s crying inside.. yeah im a user before.. USER—— i used to use someone to show people that im doin fine, happy and great after the break up.. i find it hard to move on after the rumor that became reality.. it took a year to move on.. then before graduation me and a close friend on mine made a deal.. to look for a stranger’s number, in short, to stalk someone, my friend’s friend named Corn is actually studying at the same school.. same batch.. my friend has a big crush on him.. suddenly my friend gave his number and told me.. “oh ayan number ni corn, tanung mo kung kilala nia at kung my number xa” i texted him right away.. but i was disappointed on his reply.. he’s a bit snob.. just to avoid embarrassment, i stopped texting him..
At the right place and at the right time.. we finally met.. it was around march of 2007 when me and my friends walked along their street, it was afternoon, someone caught my attention, someone’s stretching his body, seems like he just woke up.. then my freind suddenly said, ” uyyyy, wag kayong magulo ah anjan c corn, she approached him, while she’s blushing.. we continue walking when we are introduced.. my friend called my name ” erika!! pakaway daw!” then he waived his hand.. it was a very cute moment.. til i got home, i cant get over..
after garduation ceremony, we went to one of my classmates house, i was about to go home then i saw my friend they just got their dinner out.. i went to their place and stay for a short while.. she was about to accompany me when i decided to go home then an incident happened.. we look for tricycle but there’s none.. she asked corn to send me home.. we really dont know each other.. we’re both strangers that time.. he sent me home.. i felt happy..my heart’s like jumping.. then we say goodbye and he waived his hand again..
i sent him a message of thank you.. he said its fine.. then we never talk again..
it was summer time when i received a group message from him.. saying that he’ll going out of town for vacation.. i said “ingat”
i started to fall when he replied: “sayang di manlng tayo ngkita bago ako umalis ^_^”
we taked all day.. suddenly his load got expired..
he sent me a message in friendster.. giving me his temporary number..
i never sent him a message on his temporary number.. i waited for him to send me a message using his original phone number.. it was a bit disappointing when he never did..
i waited for him to return for more than one month..
i waited for him to send me a message..
i never received anything when he returned..
finally, he talked to my friend, then he loaded up his phone and sent me a message..
he is practicing with his bandmates, they will be having a gig..
he asked me to give him a song because they will play it for me..
i said originally said NOBELA but he suggested MAGBALIK—- CALLALILY, (whats the sense of asking me?:D)
they played it.. around 2am.. after that, we always communicate.. i speak korean, he speaks spanish,
i said sarang heo (he doesnt know the meaning that time, it means iloveyou)
he said a phrase in spanish and i had a hard time understanding it ( but i realized, its I like you)
everyday he repeats that to me..he is always saying i like you..
but i ignored it.. i dont wanna get into the relationship again knowing that, that person only likes me..
i said that to him..
he finally said TE AMO..
i didnt believe.. he got mad at me.. he told me “nilakasan ko na nga yung loob ko sabihin syo.. ayaw mo pa mniwla”
then we never talk for few hours.. then i said goodnight to him and that i will start to get rid of him..
we talked again until dawn, yes„ may8,2007
i said yes to him.. :))
i’ll never ever forget how we met..
it took river of tears, sacrifices, massive understanding, lots of changes to keep the relationship strong.. good thing im not the only one who wants to stay who wants to hold on who wants to fight for the relationship its also him who encourages me to stay (DURING THAT TIME)..
though we are opposite as in opposite, he is not my ideal man, and im not his ideal girl.. in that way love really exist..
whenever we fight, he will say “grow up, isip bata ka tlga.. be mature, panu kita papakasalan kung ganyan ka?” i find it sweet cause he thinks of our marriage somehow..(THAT WAS BEFORE)
we dont want to talk about the future.. coz we know there’s right time for that, we enjoy, we work hard, we love, we look forward.. we will be learning plenty of things in the future..and as I’ve promised myself.. i will be holding on to our relationship no matter what.. that’s the most important..(IN THE PAST) :D
but now, even though we already broke up and in our separate ways now.. still this will bel one of the most memorable event in my life that has happened 4 years ago.. :D